Regrets

  
Regrets. We all have them. Whether or not you change every single cell in your body like the doctor or you just get old, you always have regrets no matter what. The good thing is that just because you have regrets about things it doesn’t mean you must always be remembered that way or think of yourself that way. You can always learn something from the regrets you already have and go forward trying to be better each and every day. “I don’t want to go”

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Alone

“Hey kids guess what? We’re moving!!”
The worst phrase in a teenager’s mind but it was especially bad for me because my parents decided to tell us that about 3 days before I was supposed to start my high school. I had to uproot my entire life and change schools,try and make brand new friends and adapt to an entirely new way of life!
So my parents also decided to buy a house that was built in 1955! And the worst part is that I am the one that is helping remodel the house by myself.
High school is a cesspool of loneliness and misery because in high school there are thee relationship statuses:
In a Relationship: You have a person whom with you are dating and you are enjoying every second of it. The person cares about you as much as you care about them. You have something to wake up for in the morning, a reason to go to school and a reason to continue living.
Single: Sadly you haven’t found a person to enjoy and a person to hold as well and your so sad and alone and looking at others and wishing why as well as thinking about why you don’t seem to have it.
~Alone and Sad